Confessions of a Justified Sinner

I have a dilemma. First of all I swore that I would not use this blog as a forum to bitch or whine about my life in anyway. However, a situation has arisen that I can speak to no one about. I have made the observation that in my life I seem to like the hunt. Hunting for something else searching for a new experience, trying to constantly expand and expound upon myself and my life before I need to repent. I did however think I was an adult and beyond some of the fruitless struggles and useless quests that make up youth. Unfortunately this is not the case. I found myself involved in a new challenge...a new hunt, only this time the quarry is something that belongs to someone else. I find myself with desires and yearnings for that which is not mine, and if I am a good man, will never be mine. But I am a creature of habit and therefore I find myself pursuing this thing completely heedless of the consequences, I only hope I can stop my self when we get to end game, or there will be a lot of people hurt...myself included.